I stare for long at this table in front of me, it feels as if it stares right back, with all the poised beauty it hides within and all the silent screams. All that is obvious is percieved but all that is not, hides like this, as it wants itself to be inferred, to be known, and to be expressed.
I see this table and I sense the time stopping and fading in front of me, as if all this world is crumbling around me and the only thing staying as it was, is this table. I sense stability, I sense steadiness and i sense things to be stopping as they were.
And it is at this moment i ask myself, Why cant time stop in reality like this? Why cant all that I have is all that I ever get? I stay here, in this present moment, or as people like to call it, NOW!!!
As I think over this, I see all the people that I loved, and how each of them seem to fade away with time, they were like a rivulet I never could stop as the only thing that happenned is me being far away from most of them. I feel a chill down my spine, I feel it with the thought of losing all that I have now. Change is Inevitable and there are better things to come, but what if someone doesnt like change, even though he pretends he does.
I find stability in this volatility of Life. Yes this is to people who are close to me now, it pains me when you go far away, but even when I know you cant stay for long, do remember to be there coz i assure you I will be.
I smile now with the thought of all the smiles I have lived, and all the times I have spent with all these beautiful people, and Yes, I am satisfied. I leave college soon, I leave many of my friends soon, and I feel empty inside, probably thats why I find meaning in a table just sitting there soullessly.
With the paradigm shift that awaits me, I just hope I dont lose all that I have gained and all these memories I cherish dont burn away with time.
I love you life, and I love all the people that God has blessed me with.
Probably now is the time I stop aimlessly staring at that table.
I see this table and I sense the time stopping and fading in front of me, as if all this world is crumbling around me and the only thing staying as it was, is this table. I sense stability, I sense steadiness and i sense things to be stopping as they were.
And it is at this moment i ask myself, Why cant time stop in reality like this? Why cant all that I have is all that I ever get? I stay here, in this present moment, or as people like to call it, NOW!!!
As I think over this, I see all the people that I loved, and how each of them seem to fade away with time, they were like a rivulet I never could stop as the only thing that happenned is me being far away from most of them. I feel a chill down my spine, I feel it with the thought of losing all that I have now. Change is Inevitable and there are better things to come, but what if someone doesnt like change, even though he pretends he does.
I find stability in this volatility of Life. Yes this is to people who are close to me now, it pains me when you go far away, but even when I know you cant stay for long, do remember to be there coz i assure you I will be.
I smile now with the thought of all the smiles I have lived, and all the times I have spent with all these beautiful people, and Yes, I am satisfied. I leave college soon, I leave many of my friends soon, and I feel empty inside, probably thats why I find meaning in a table just sitting there soullessly.
With the paradigm shift that awaits me, I just hope I dont lose all that I have gained and all these memories I cherish dont burn away with time.
I love you life, and I love all the people that God has blessed me with.
Probably now is the time I stop aimlessly staring at that table.
