Hello,
I am a guy who talks to himself,I am a guy who has his faults, I am a guy who has his fair share of good and bad days and yes I have some what of a dual personality, the exploration of which, I haven't done to the needed level. But all I see through my time on this earth is that there are moments of joy, moments of happiness, and moments of cheer. These moments even when they are less are the times we seek all through our lives. These moments might only be less than ten in a whole lifetime, if you are lucky as they are the moments of glory, the moments of pride for you and the people who care about you. These moments are like the other open end of the tunnel which shows the light for us to forget and cross over the sorrows and darkness of the present.
The journey to this light is the actual part, the part that matters, the part where you soak in all that you have learnt during the course of your journey and apply it with your purest will to go through time and taste happiness. These are the moments of realization, the moments of painful truth, the moments of introspection and the moments when we have fallen down and we need to get back up and face this world and it's mean people.
Now, all that stands between us and the light is time, and obviously the people around us. This so called concept of society works in weird ways, as it bases itself on the most unpredictable of all kinds; "Humans".
There are so many times in my life that I have met someone, became a good friend of them and thought that this friendship will last through the tides of time, but time and again I have been made to feel and notice the way humans behave, as for them, friendship is temporary, temporary to the time they Gain from it, to the time they need something, to the time they feel lonely, as the moment they actually move, change their lives and stop gaining from it, they leave and don't seem to care.
This so-called hypocrisy and selfishness that I have noticed has changed the way I see things in life. All those who I have lost through this time, I will always inside my heart keep urging them to come back. But I guess that wouldn't matter and neither me writing this, as in this world, what you do is more important than who you are doing it with. The society in its present state stands to lose the only charm it has, its 'Human Touch'.
I do not want to be a successful person, but just a person who has people to talk to in his death bed, while he holds their hands and promises them smiles. I feel that the people around me have stopped being grateful to people around them, this is changing me too. But I refuse to bow down to this as I know and I believe that Happiness can only be found in the Love from people around you.
So please go back and think who was special to you and you are not now in contact with and please find time from your busy lives to make them a significant part of your life. Time is ticking...
