Saturday 15 March 2014

Changing Variables

Well I write this not because I am sad or that I loathe my decision of leaving someone that I did love, it is about me wanting to say goodbye decently and with all the grace possible. So this is to that person who thinks I have wronged her by not being with her.

Firstly I am very happy for you that in the end you managed to keep up your trust and self belief and did move on from the rut you were in, although I still think what you just did is a vain attempt to come over things and I really believe this might hurt you on the long run.

Nevertheless as I don't matter now, my opinions too don't, and that's fine. All I wish is that once you would think of the good times we have had and leave it at the beautiful parts of this relationship and it's memories. The only sad thing is that you hold me responsible for all that has happened to you when all that has happened to you is that you now love someone else, and have a much better job and career in a much better place.

I do not ask for gratitude or gratefulness because it really doesn't matter at this juncture, just so that you remove the newborn hatred you have for me considering all that we have been through together.

I will not apologise to you because all I wanted was to see you happier and you weren't that way with me. So what I chose was my decision and what you did was your childish behaviour, all I need is that we keep this in or books as profits and not losses.

You are an awesome person and I will always want the best to happen to you, may you find what you  need from whomever you need it from.