Clock ticks, the lights glow and all I listen to is my lonely breath and the sound of my fan. I look at the time,it's 4 in the morning, and I am blank, Blank like a slate.
On this canvas of my mind, I try to percieve things and draw a picture. I take in all elements of the self subsisting surroundings and make assumptions about the way my actions would be percieved by my fellow mates, base my actions as to how would they react, and on what would they be feeling about it.
I seem to not understand the validity of this socially accepted practice of presumptive and diplomatic behaviour which at most times even I am party to. Why would someone make a social construct where you have to suffocate your desire and succumb to the worldly pressures and ideas......
.........Only because you want to be called as a part of a Society????
What kind society is it where people who think differently are asked to sit outside only because they can not think alike, only because they try to innovate and not replicate. The laziness that slurks on peoples shoulders is alarmingly disappointing to the people who try changing lives of others by impacting them positively.
Well certainly I myself am not positive today on the things passing in my life. I dont know why that happens when at this juncture I certainly dont have complains for anything. Maybe it's just the things around me exuding a sense of loser attitude that rubs a bit in me too. Now is there where I shamelessly continue or I give in.
Maybe it's just something that I have to deal with as it's very hard to change the world but at changing oneself, I believe we can do a pretty good job with that.
This silence is not the battle itself, but the battle against the battle to come.
The Clock still ticks, the lights still glow and the fan is still on..........with this I lean back and take a journey into finding the soothing voice in this shrill silence. The WAR is still on!!!
I seem to not understand the validity of this socially accepted practice of presumptive and diplomatic behaviour which at most times even I am party to. Why would someone make a social construct where you have to suffocate your desire and succumb to the worldly pressures and ideas......
.........Only because you want to be called as a part of a Society????
What kind society is it where people who think differently are asked to sit outside only because they can not think alike, only because they try to innovate and not replicate. The laziness that slurks on peoples shoulders is alarmingly disappointing to the people who try changing lives of others by impacting them positively.
Well certainly I myself am not positive today on the things passing in my life. I dont know why that happens when at this juncture I certainly dont have complains for anything. Maybe it's just the things around me exuding a sense of loser attitude that rubs a bit in me too. Now is there where I shamelessly continue or I give in.
Maybe it's just something that I have to deal with as it's very hard to change the world but at changing oneself, I believe we can do a pretty good job with that.
This silence is not the battle itself, but the battle against the battle to come.
The Clock still ticks, the lights still glow and the fan is still on..........with this I lean back and take a journey into finding the soothing voice in this shrill silence. The WAR is still on!!!
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