That bit of silence

Clock ticks, the lights glow and all I listen to is my lonely breath and the sound of my fan. I look at the time,it's 4 in the morning, and I am blank, Blank like a slate.

On this canvas of my mind, I try to percieve things and draw a picture. I take in all elements of the self subsisting surroundings and make assumptions about the way my actions would be percieved by my fellow mates, base my actions as to how would they react, and on what would they be feeling about it.

I seem to not understand the validity of this socially accepted practice of presumptive and diplomatic behaviour which at most times even I am party to. Why would someone make a social construct where you have to suffocate your desire and succumb to the worldly pressures and ideas......
 .........Only because you want to be called as a part of a Society????

What kind society is it where people who think differently are asked to sit outside only because they can not think alike, only because they try to innovate and not replicate. The laziness that slurks on peoples shoulders is alarmingly disappointing to the people who try changing lives of others by impacting them positively.

Well certainly I myself am not positive today on the things passing in my life. I dont know why that happens when at this juncture I certainly dont have complains for anything. Maybe it's just the things around me exuding a sense of loser attitude that rubs a bit in me too. Now is there where I shamelessly continue or I give in.

Maybe it's just something that I have to deal with as it's very hard to change the world but at changing oneself, I believe we can do a pretty good job with that.

This silence is not the battle itself, but the battle against the battle to come.
The Clock still ticks, the lights still glow and the fan is still on..........with this I lean back and take a journey into finding the soothing voice in this shrill silence. The WAR is still on!!!

That Spark of Motivation

In this world today, what is needed of us is to seek a way to go on forever, go on in terms of our efforts, our zeal and our Motivation. A person has to have that single streamed focus and attention in life to attain what he wishes for, but what is really asked for in a person seeking his goals is the unending source of motivation that could lead him to what he desires to be.

People say that they are motivated, motivated to score good grades, motivated to prove something to others, motivated to get past a specific obstacle, but have they or rather have you ever noticed that these reasons for motivation are so specific that you loose on the events about to take place in the near future because your well of motivation dries out. In order for a person to be successful, he need an unending source of motivation, something that has no reason, something so pure that he needs no invitation to give out his best potential.

This is why if you really want to go on with life in a way where you walk on paths made by you yourself, do things the best way that noone has ever done before, you need to find infinte motivation.

This can only happen when:

YOU ARE MOTIVATED ON LIFE!

Yes, be motivated on life, be enthusiastic in everything in this world, there should be no particular source of motivation, just an unending source of this world, where if you see everything as a source of motivation, you will bloom like the most beautiful flower.

A general postive perspective about life and a grateful nature for everything that you own and do will be sufficient to make a source. this is when you not only work for a particular task but work towards every element of your life and thus gain what you desire.

So thus,

"Gain the light of motivation from every element of this world to bloom the best."